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Temple of Bewilderment… Jungle of Questions

In the substance of faith there is a certain base upon which we stand.  It is not a doctrine.  It is nevertheless, a state of being in the Lord.  We can, if we so chose, remove our anchor from this single point of love and trust.

The whole-hearted-scenario of loving the Lord, “as God,” is the true and pure path that will bring us to a peaceful end.   It is the power of his will  that has created the substance of all that we can see and comprehend in the universe.  God is literally “everything,” from the greatest of all things made, to the smallest particles of his creation but God is still, nevertheless, a facetted individual. 

Humans do not know God; in that, how we think of God and how God thinks of himself is two different things.  Therefore, the balance between time and eternity warps our perception of what is just and what is not when we make judgments concerning God’s righteousness.

God is not human… neither male nor female.  The Most High’s thought process is foreign, neither are his methods compatible or comparable with ours.  Bearing that in mind, it is our obligation as the property of God to conform to God and not to endeavor to make God conform to our imagination of what a just God should be.  The human mind sins by comparing God’s righteousness against our idea of what righteousness should be.  If God brutally kills millions because he has decided to do so and we are shocked that a God who also loves could do such a thing, we still cannot bring our own judgment upon God because it is his right to do as he sees fit. 

This is the right of creation and therefore, the right of ownership; just as it is our right to do as we please with what is ours.  Example: God blesses us with a child… God takes the child away from us, breaking our heart… and the natural-man would say that God is cruel and chooses to hate God.  Hate is an emotion.

Here’s the question: can we overcome our emotions and except the fact that our life and all that is in it is totally a test based on relating to God?  The Lord gives and takes away; this is a fact.  Will we still love God in the realization of this great truth?  This is what it means to have “holy spirit” within ourselves: a pure eternal devotion!  This concept is in fact, holiness!  We anchor ourselves in that esoteric truth so that NO MATTER WHAT God does or does not do, we remain anchored in our chosen love for him.

As Humans we are put on this planet for a purpose and that purpose is to pass or fail the test of human life. The test is not about being a good person; that is a concept of the religious mind.  Nevertheless, is it always a good thing to be as good as we can be in our daily lives.  The seeming injustice during our lives is part of the course.  It is intentional that bad things happen and that evil abounds.  Meeting with evil scenarios is totally possible and likely in our lives, even if we do all the right things.  If we do not understand this, we have no reference for dealing with what is actually happening in our lives. 

We must see the true purpose of life and realize that there is only one purpose.  That purpose is to love the Lord with ALL of our heart and to act it out in our actions, not with the words alone!  Of course, in true prospective it is certainly not so simple. Think of yourself with one mission in life: to pass the test in spite of all of the anomalies in life and in the spiritual realm as well.

In addition to the realization of the test, the other weight in the balance is finding what the Most High God actually desires of us (not what religion tells us) and in spite of ALL of life’s distractions, aligning our attitude perfectly with his, no matter what we see or do not see.  This is what God is looking for in a human being.

Morality has its place but never think that it is the target. A good moral individual can and will fail the test, unless they are holy as well!  Holiness is a total consecration and dedication to God and that is the degree of love that God requires of us in order to be recognized as a genderless son of God.

Some of the anomalies of the test that I mentioned, include all of the theological and other garbage that clergy people have pulled out of their unholy minds and have presented as religious doctrine or never ending esoteric questions, enslaving millions in a total possession by the spirit of blindness on one hand or bewilderment on the other.

There are multitudes of Satan’s agents working to foster confusion and fog over the path of righteousness with endless questions and esoteric ramblings that minister bewilderment.  There are certain of the clergy who have become experts in this endeavor.   They have built the temple of Bewilderment deep within the jungle of questions so that they can run around their theological totems, pulling out their hair, as they scream and holler all manner of esoteric conclusions.

We cannot serve the substance of faith and the spirit of blindness or bewilderment at the same time.  Bewilderment is the enemy of truth as is spiritual blindness. 

There are always questions concerning the accuracy of the Bible.  This does not move those who are grounded in the essence of faith.  The book has quite enough for the Spirit to launch us into the grace of God but it is our own adopted Spirit of holiness that leads us into the true orbit; thereby, we embrace true obedience.

In that orbit we understand that the WORD of God is not a collection of books!  Only the WORD of God is the Word of God: who is a living entity containing the life of the Father!  The Word of God is the revelation of God, burning and living within those who are holy. His Spirit takes over where the book cannot go.  The letter kills but the Spirit gives life; the book is paper and ink but the Spirit of life has an all powerful essence that will take us beyond the endless study of the letter. 

There is no substitute for receiving the voice of God in the substance of faith.  That substance bridges the gap where the religious mind falls into the abyss

 This does not mean that we should toss aside the book… even if it has been flawed, as it may well be.  And if it is flawed, it is God allowed it to be the way it is.  If the Bible was word for word perfect in every way imaginable, we would still come to the point where we are required walk by faith and not by sight.

That means to be anchored in the substance of faith, instead of in something we can put our eyeballs and hands on and get our puny little minds around.  Jesus said that the Holy Spirit would lead us into all truth. This is a spiritual promise; which is why a weak spirit doesn’t put much stock in it.  Bewildered spirits, are weak spirits because they are not following holiness but blindness and unbelief.

This is where our love of God comes in and the concept of loving the Most High God and standing with God, no matter what discouraging anomalies are placed in our path.  Do not fear what God may decide to allow, even if he decides to kill our children or afflict our bodies, chose to stand with his decision. 

We should not look at our life as the main theme of our existence; this is out of proportion for a holy being.   Our life is a test to show our true substance and it will last for only a flash in eternity. Is a flash in time too long to suffer in exchange for what is to be?  Therefore, when we understand these things from God’s perspective, they create in us a different revelation and the peace of the Lord will overshadow this understanding of Himself being and thinking on a that vastly wider level of perception.

This is why our attitude should be one of abandonment towards the kingdom of God and understanding that nothing in our lives is enduring… absolutely nothing at all!   This does not mean that we are to start throwing our possessions overboard: it’s an attitude, a spirit of holiness.

The guidelines and the battle plan for this test is the concept presented through the sufferings of Job.  God wronged Job, even though Job was a righteous man.  Nevertheless, Job did not waver but passed the test.  In spite of the fact, that God allowed the Devil to kill all of his children and strip him of all that he had worked for his entire life.  God even allowed the Devil to attack him through his wife, at his lowest point.   

A good deal of this is about understanding this concept from God’s perspective and also the fact that this experience rides on a strong emotional level.  We must learn that our emotions must not rule our purpose!  We should realize that we chose a path for our emotions every time that we act to control or release them.  Think about that!   There are consequences for lack of control.

 None of us are immune to emotion.  Jesus showed emotion but also control.  Nevertheless, we can garner control to the point that our emotions are not in charge, even though we may be crushed as Job was.

Understanding what we are doing and what life is and choosing God over all else, will give us the mindset that allows us to have peace and Joy behind the scenes of what appears to be happening.  This is a discerned peace and joy.  It is not the happy joy that is sought after by those on a normal human life endeavor.  The end for a true worshiper is full of pure joy.

This all ties in with what I have been saying about everything in our lives ending as nothing… including, everyone that we know along with the spouse and those precious children of ours.  If we have failed to hear and see the truth, at the end of our lives, we will stand before God alone and naked… having nothing at all.   On top of that, The Lord will not be able to see his reflection in that failure.  This is the worst place for any human to arrive.

God has a harsh side!  Make no mistake concerning that.  The object of living is to overcome the obstacles so that we do not have to deal with that terrible reality.  We can be castaways after all of our endeavors, if we do not rise to meet Gods expectations. This is why the beginning of wisdom is the FEAR of God.  We are commanded to love God but the fear of God comes out of the spirit of wisdom.  Fear reminds us that there are consequences for disobedience and gives texture to the seriousness of the will of God being acted out in our lives.

I do not encourage exploration in new converts: nevertheless, it is permissible for us to look into any understanding.  We can explore but only after we are first truly anchored in the Lord.  However, if we are not anchored but full of doubt and the weakness of unbelief, we will begin to focus on what we are looking into and what they are saying. 

It is then only a matter of time, until we will begin to express the same endless questions, based in their peculiar logic.  They will spread out brilliant arguments, which are subtle persuasions to enter a jungle of endless questions, which extends as far as one’s imagination may take them.  This leads to becoming hopelessly lost in this jungle.

Jesus said that many people would be deceived and to exercise awareness of the fact that there are deceivers. The spirit of deceit does not work with obvious deceit per se but truths.  If we do not forsake the anchor of holiness and the warning, we will not be seduced.  Many things are unclean and the Lord is not pleased if we handle those things. 

Holiness dictates that we should always be concerned with what spirit an individual or group has?  We should discern what their spiritual essence is because this determines how we should interact with them and whether or not we should handle what they handle or simply choose to understand what they have before moving on.  The unholy can easily be manipulated by the evil one.

We should not participate in all things that are out there in the metaphysical spirit of understanding, just because some of those who practice claim to be believers in Christ.  We must be cautious and quietly critical and not inclined to rush recklessly around tasting everything that grows on or next to the tree of knowledge.

Every power in existence was first in God.  God is the source of knowledge for what is and is not.  What an individual does with the measure of power that is given to every individual is accountable before God.  So Satan is accountable and so are we.  We already have everything that we need in the Lord, including understanding that we need within the kingdom of God, which is within us. 

So why do we explore at all?  The answer is this: Jesus said to search and diligently seek things out and gold is where we find it; we need to understand what is taking place around us in the spiritual realm on both sides and in between as well.  If we have never focused upon the esoteric, we are simply ignorant of it.  And that is: understanding what is possible and simply what is being experienced by many who are out there.  Standing in holiness, rooted and balanced and simply observing, can gender some very interesting revelations. 

Nevertheless, this is where we must watch where we step and remember that we are holy beings who also stand before God. Before us is the knowledge of good and evil.  It is not the good that we worry about but the super subtle mixture of it with the evil!  And do not be deceived… the Devil absolutely mixes it, to make it look good and taste good. This is not simply acquiring knowledge. It can easily be a merge into an understanding that can have a corrupting result on the weak; that is, if we allow it to seduce us.

The heart or the inner kingdom is actually a great expanse within ourselves; this concept is foreign to how we normally perceive inside and outside.  This must be understood spiritually: the heart is actually another dimension.

God is in that dimension and so is the Devil and they both speak to us from there.  I’m not at all saying that God and the Devil are the same.  This is a mature understanding of something truly spiritual, in a spiritual perspective.  Therefore, we must be careful to discern the voice of God and thereby understand the differences coming from within in order to discern what is good and evil in this great expanse.

The last thing I want to say is that we need to search that same inner kingdom of God to find and take possession of what is ours by the substance of faith in our God.  Don’t let any earthly-wise fool or subtle evil spirit entice us to touch anything that is unholy; bearing in mind, that many things spiritual are unclean. Nevertheless, some things are neither good nor evil… they simply are.  But we are responsible for what we touch and consume, as was Eve and then Adam.

What I am saying plainly is this:  When we explore anything, be conscious that we are holy; therefore be careful, everything is not as it appears to be.   Jesus said, to Watch!  This means to pay attention to what is going on all the time.  Do not get caught up in the excitement of discovery but be grounded in the Lord with singleness of heart (in soberness), moving deliberately and cautiously.


Jaytee Bee

 

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